Sunday, September 29, 2013
Problem
Yes, Ellen, you are bad, you should stop being like my dad, how gay does that sound? Trying to forgive? Look no further.
What made me mad? I got the idea of Ellen's head being chopped off and changed it, but not a real image in a way.. too much Sweeney Todd you blasted fiend! Why, though?? I forget!! My dad made it sound like he could simply rip into me .. like I'm submissive. WTF IS HIS PROBLEM WITH ME. JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE! STOP CONTROLLING IT. THAT'S SICK. LET'S SEE HIM LOCKED UP!!!!
What made me mad? I got the idea of Ellen's head being chopped off and changed it, but not a real image in a way.. too much Sweeney Todd you blasted fiend! Why, though?? I forget!! My dad made it sound like he could simply rip into me .. like I'm submissive. WTF IS HIS PROBLEM WITH ME. JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE! STOP CONTROLLING IT. THAT'S SICK. LET'S SEE HIM LOCKED UP!!!!
So..
Feeling better after knowing I've eaten and had someting to drink.. 99 66 It's really a big deal in life. So.. and now.. wonder if Ellen went online again. You know I don't see like her talking to others. I have no idea where her blog is, too. It was on 1 of the episodes this week, maybe Tuesday. Maybe it was the day with Jim Carrey, not sure. Something to do with Yahoo!
So
What @ Ellen? She warned me I just had a problem thinking she did something to me. See, I was in the scene upset @ my mom.. then it was all bc of Ellen and I felt so attacked and I dunno I mean I was afraid to do something so just ended up slipping in thought as usual. I'll try to remember not to, but it's kinda too late, as before. It seems particularly dumb now. A thought entered my mind, it's okay Christina, but I didn't remember it! Like Ginny! Didn't I look beat up? True, problems sleeping, so dunno @ that, got more sleep sometimes. Probably just not ready..
Really, though, Ellen does get out. I just don't want to be a bad blogger @ her.
Really, though, Ellen does get out. I just don't want to be a bad blogger @ her.
Problem
I see her as grotesque in emotion and like she can't give *** and acting like she's so smart in being strict when it's the OPPOSITE. She's BAD. I said why before. She tried to annoy me without letting me know why so I wouldn't like feel bad. I think she was racist.. Then she thinks she's not. Liar. I don't know, shoulda thought this 1 over but I mean what's wrong?? Not used to the word grotesque? Think @ the rest.
Weird
Why is Ginny so close and uncomfortable? I mean she sent me to the disciplinarian! I didn't do anything warranting it. I knew I'd end up on medicine. That's why I'm mad. I don't know if I can ever find a way to stop cuz my mom and therapist are at the meetings all the time, now.. I can't believe it....
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