What @ Ellen? She warned me I just had a problem thinking she did something to me. See, I was in the scene upset @ my mom.. then it was all bc of Ellen and I felt so attacked and I dunno I mean I was afraid to do something so just ended up slipping in thought as usual. I'll try to remember not to, but it's kinda too late, as before. It seems particularly dumb now. A thought entered my mind, it's okay Christina, but I didn't remember it! Like Ginny! Didn't I look beat up? True, problems sleeping, so dunno @ that, got more sleep sometimes. Probably just not ready..
Really, though, Ellen does get out. I just don't want to be a bad blogger @ her.